I'm going insane.
I quit limited too finally, two years was more than enough probably gonna work at boomers till i can find another job. The credit union doesn't have any full time postions available yet.
I think as of right now i'm moving out in october with lisa she found some nice apartments in santee for cheap i'm just not sure if i'll be able to handle that yet. We'll see, i'm crossing my fingers.
Spent the last couple days wth teeny:) We're getting close again and i like it. Makes me miss the old days. It's hard letting go.
Whatever.
Jeremy Carson is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't think i could be happier.

one of my biggest flaws..i hold on to memories hoping one day life will be like it once was. i need to stop setting myself up for failure. i'm better then that... right?
i dunno anymore. i need to stop having faith in people and just give up on them. i need to give up on a lot of things.
and if i sound like a stuck up bitch or come off that way, i'm sorry i don't mean too, really.
mmmm coffeeeee.

no matter wut ash i still and always will love you, your rep did follow you.....sorry but it did

hahaha i had a rep at thirteen:)
work is gay, this is like the only website i can get on here.
i miss my boyfriend

it's been a really long time since i've been on here.
looking back on my life two years ago is so odd.
i used to be so strong.
what happened?

yeah i dont have a computer right now cause im gay :)
yeah so leave me coomments?

yeah lj can suck a fat one..
you guys never comment any more any ways..

i like a boy

and like all the others

hes out of my league

♥

ummmm.

my birthday is in 2 weeks:D

and im excited my phone is working again

and umm. i love you ♥

i dropped my phone in the toilet :(
her name was claire i mourn her absence
she wakes up every once and a while but she doesnt know who i am and goes back to sleep
pray for claire i love her.

and pay her me cause ifshe goes for good so will i :(

~spill canvas = amazing
~mike my new friend:) love
~the shirt i got adorable
~the game last night..hmmm:/
~the dance....to many gansters
~shannels house =freakin awesome
~shannels hair..so hot !!:D
~(i cut and dyed it!)
~i love taylor
~I LOVE KATIE!!!!!!!
~I FEEL SICK .. I THINK ILL GO TAKE A NAP

you are a little girl and you know it.

(my hair is pink):D
and your jealous:-p

life is full of roads..some have cricked stop signs..

some times its the simple things in life that remind you why its worth living.

♥

i went kayaking today..
keral was going to come but he was to sick
i dont know what to do about him..
school is cool doggie and the show
on the 26th was the greatest ever i love all my freinds soooo much

thats right i love you !

♥to do list for today:

♥1.clean house

♥2.shower

♥3.get dressed

♥4.go to get jeans

♥5.eat?

♥6.go to church

♥7.see kerpal

♥8.love him forever


♥i love kerpal to death and back

my mom has more of a social life tan i do .


im lammmmmmme

i love kerpal times 84175917507

i miss a lil katie/!!!